Saturday May 1st

I knew media deprivation was going to be difficult for me because I often use my cell phone, the computer, and mp3 player and television. But I had no idea it was going to effect my daily routine this much. I had to stop myself several times from breaking the rules. Usually when I wake up I listen to music while I’m getting ready. But then I though today’s Saturday can’t do that. I always watch television while I’m eating but since I couldn’t I just stared at the wall haha so boring. I don’t like this at all. I always listen to music in the car, while I’m doing homework, while I’m cleaning my room. So you can imagine how I felt earlier, completely lost without my music. I don’t like silence especially while I’m getting ready. Music is my escape, my entertainment, my medicine, and so much more. I was frustrated I couldn’t do what I normally do, especially today because I’m off on Saturdays. I cannot live without music! Might as well tell me I can’t breathe haha!